Monday, October 5, 2009

on the dreaded 4.0

I suddenly just got stressed about my life. I have 4 semesters left at State, and really only 2 semesters left until I apply for medical school and I don't know if I'll get into the schools that I want. My GPA isn't bad by any means but I looked at UCSD's average scores for people in 2008 and I'm right on the line. And I don't know how this semester is going to pan out. Granted if I get a 4.0 for the rest of the time that I'm here I'll be happy with my GPA but I honestly don't know if that's possible. This semester is tough, well actually its just physio that's tough and I legitimately don't know if I can pull off a B, let alone an A. I've gotten good grades before but now I look back and think, "if I only would have tried a little harder and gotten A's instead of -A's". Its hard for me to balance all the studying I know I SHOULD do with the amount that I actually do since I live with Jeff. I don't want to just desert him for the rest of the semester but I don't want to get bad grades either. Maybe I just need to talk to him about it and tell him how stressed out I am and maybe he'll be ok with me living in the library until December.... at least that's what I hope happens.


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